Past the Second part from Final Project

Finally God,

yesterday i already finished my second part from final project although i have to edit my final project draft to continue to last part of final project. i’m really happy after this part. at least ‘a half part of me already graduate’. LOL

 

Even i ever thought to quit, at least my journey to graduation looks really smooth. :)

 

It’s time to make edit my draft. :)

Let’s hope i can finish this sooner and graduate. :)

See you in September 2014 Graha ITS.

(Amin)

What If …

What If I choose to delay it? Will I disappointed everyone?

I just want to do the best for my final project.

I don’t want to embarrass myself, my family, even my FP counselor.

GOD help me. I don’t know what to do.

 

I really can’t make decision. must i ask my counselor about this?

He will mad at me because i never try to do the best before. :'(

 

I really don’t know what to do.

Help Me GOD. Only You who know the best for Your children.

 

:'(

In My Mind

In My Mind i thought about run away

In My Mind i thought about quit

In My Mind i thought about my passion that hasn’t i grab it yet

In My Mind i thought i should leave anything behind and not listen to everyone

In My Mind i thought i should only listen to myself

BUT …

In My Other Mind I don’t want to disappointed my family

In My Other Mind I don’t want to disappointed anyone who have big expectation to me.

In My Other Mind I don’t want to waste my last five years in my college.

In My Other Mind I only want to prove that I could be a person that anyone could say proudly ‘ She is my daughter, sister, friend and my ex-student’.

 

#wannascreamoutloud

Things that I do …

Listening Music, Watching Movie or Dorama or TV Series, and soon..

This time i wanna tell you about my fave musician. A singer that make debut in Youtube. you can check his channel below.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC5VYrVnw-v9UPN75q6ckGIg

oh, right i forgot to introduce him. His name is David Choi.

the reason why i write about him because yesterday (September 6th). He came to Surabaya, Indonesia to sing in A birthday party. I met him in Juanda International Airport when my friends and i wanna say goodbye to my friend, Erri who wanna continue his study in Taiwan. first time i saw him, i told to my friend, Ami, but she told me that impossible that was him. well i believe her. but when i saw him at second time, i believe that was him. my friend, Tidung and i ran to find him before he gone.

And that’s right, He is DAVID CHOI..!! This is the photo that i take with him. ^,^

David Choi and I (Chris) ^^

David Choi and I (Chris) ^^

okay.. okay.. skip story about i met him.  ==”

I like his songs. all of his songs.. :)

i don’t know how to describe it. just listen to his songs and don’t forget to comment in this post so i know your opinion. ^,^

My fave songs from his songs are :

1. Underneath Your Love , this song is a song that make me know about him. really a romantic song.

2. Missing Piece

3. Can’t take this away

4. Thinking of You

5. Lucky Guy, a sad song :'(

mostly from his 3rd album, but that doesn’t mean his 1st and 2nd album aren’t good. all of his songs is good. trust me and just listen to his songs. i love his voice, love when he plays guitar, ukulele, and piano.

ups gotta go.

well, let me know your  opinion about him. (comment,,, comment,, don’t forget to comment!!! hehe)

Special Thanks to Wongfu Production. I know him because watching your movies. :)

Lots of Love,

Chris

Confess or not?

video that i give you link above, it’s part of a movie. The title is ‘You’re The Apple of My Eye’. The movie is about a boy who fall in love with a girl but he never tell the girl about his feeling. well at the end, the girl get married with another guy.

Sometimes it happen to many people around the world. A man or Woman sometimes can’t tell their feeling to people their like. maybe because they think it will be embarrassed if the man/woman not like them.

well, actually i have friend (let’s say ‘A’, and people that ‘A’ like is ‘B’) that have the same problem. ‘A’ like ‘B’ since high school. they were in the same class since 2nd year. they are best friend (well, maybe that’s why ‘A’ didn’t wanna ‘B’ know about ‘A’s feeling.
let’s make it short, in the end ‘B’ already have a date and you know what ‘A’ say? –> well, i’m not that pretty so i have to let ‘B’ go.

i don’t know what i have to say. anything that i say to ‘A’ will useless because ‘A’ already hurt.

the important thing that i wanna tell you is no matter what happen later, let’s tell the person that you like the truth. Because if you not, you will regret your choice for didn’t tell that person.

At least you let him know about your feeling, although it will be really hard.

FIGHTING!! ^,^

Sadness

Sadness to me right now are :

1. Disappointed my Mom and Dad
2. Disappointed my Brother and Sister
3. Disappointed my other Family
4. Disappointed my Friends
5. Disappointed my lecturers

maybe all of you ever feel that. but this is when the first time i really feel ashamed even for my parent. i really ashamed because of my last post about my final project. OMG!! What am i doing this 3 months?

I REALLY WASTED MY TIME!
GOD Help ME., PLEASE! I don’t know what to do.. :(

Final Project 2

well last time when i upload my blog about final project, it’s about i forgot my phone when i applied to Galaxy Mall for my final project. This time i will tell you about my condition about final project.

My final project is about count carbon emission from electricity in building. i choose Mall as place that i want to analyze. electricity that i want to count are from air conditioners and lamps.

until i still wait permission to take samples from that building. i can’t graduate at September 2013 because of that. i can’t make it on time as my plan. i hope i can make it at December 2013. Fighting!!

well, i already make my mom and dad disappointed. they want me to graduate on time because they already retired from their job. they said they didn’t have enough money to pay my college if i want to continue my college outside Indonesia..

that’s make me wanna finish my college fast and find a job. beside that, my brother and sister already late. my sister maybe can graduate this September. my brother don’t ask!! But i’m happy, although they disappointed to us but didn’t like other parents that would mad and didn’t talk to us..

but i know they really disappointed with us.. let me say again REALLY DISAPPOINTED.. but i didn’t know either is true or no.. BUT I REALLY FEEL SORRY for not make them happy..
:'(

MOM, DAD SORRY FOR NOT MAKE YOU HAPPY..

Alone!! :(

Alone!! :(

My First Backpacking Part 1

Hi,,

Finally i have time to tell you about my first experience backpacking. It’s already couple of months ago.

I spent my weekend (March 01-02, 2013) to Jogjakarta and Karanganyar, part of middle java.

oh yeah, i forgot to tell you that i from Surabaya, East Java.

my friends and i (6 of us) went to Jogjakarta from Surabaya by bus. we spent about @ IDR 38000 for economic bus. well, trip from Surabaya to Jogjakarta about 7 or 8 hours. we arrived at Jogjakarta around 5 am. we have to wait until 5.30 am to take Trans Jogja, bus that could take you anywhere. you just have to spend IDR 3000 for a ‘trip’ –> i don’t know how i tell it in english.

after that we went to ‘Keraton’ aka palace where king or in Jogja called Sultan. well happy but its different from the last time i went there.. okay skip that. we also went to mosque near Keraton. oh i forgot the name.

hmmm.. WAIT!!

oh the name of the mosque is Masjid Agung. well i don’t know much about this history. i didn’t wanna make a wrong writes about this. u can search about KH. Ahmad Dahlan, he is one of the muslim that create an history for Islam in Indonesia. u can watch ‘Sang Pencerah’.. well that’s a great movie.. trust me u will not regret it..

after that we go to ‘Taman Pintar’ and absolutely by foot.. kekeke

really a great experience.. ^^

‘Taman Pintar’, if i translate it maybe ‘Clever Park’? oh don’t laugh because of my terrible writes. :((

that park is a park near keraton, i don’t know how far. but if u walk maybe about 10 minutes or less. not so far. In that park, there is Planetarium, museum about education and etc. if u travel around with ur son or daughter or niece, you have to come here.. ^^

we also went to Puro Pakualaman although it closed.. :(( huff its so far from ‘Taman Pintar’ but we still wanna went by foot. because we afraid we didn’t have enough money.. :))

 

Well That’s PART 1 from my first back packing. If i’m free, i will update it for you.

enjoy read it!!

Love You ^^

Final Project

well this semester i have to finish my final project. i should make a presentation about it in front of my lecturers..

i wanna make a management about electricity in some buildings but i still don’t know i will get data from there or not..

GOD PLEASE HELP ME.. My friend already being rejected even before she gave the proposal.. that makes me worry.. :((

 

hope GOD can make it clear and i can get the best that GOD really wanna me to do!!!

 

and the other thing is i lost my phone.. well i just don’t know where i put it but where is it now.. i can’t find it.. :((

Mom and Dad will angry for me.. i’m sure. and the other things is my brother and sister also will angry for me.. :(

 

oh please someone find it and give it to me.. :(

 

JUDGE ME!! its better than leave me alone like this..

Where is my phone? :'(